Chapter THREE

CHAPTER THREE: FLASHBACK II * * *

"This is all your fault,you know?the stranger said as he came down the stairs, I stared at him confused, and he continued in that insane tone " you should have never been born, hell! You should have never existed, it was your fault, You Made Him Weak!! You both made him weak, and I promised him that day!, that if he ever does anything to show weakness, I will destroy whatever or whoever it is! Still confused I looked at him dumbfounded and down at my Dad, " Why is he saying this? What is he saying, what weakness? Before my Dad could answer, I saw a tear roll down his face as he mouthed "I'm sorry" to me, still confused, I asked him what he meant by that! But he kept saying it over and over again, the Lunatic let out a loud laugh and said! " Did u forget, u started this" what are you talking about! "Dad? What is he saying? You started what?" "I was a leader of A gang", my Dad started to say, " I made rules and break them, I killed people Ron, we all did! Until I met Teresa(that's my mum's name) she made me see things differently,saw life differently, I wanted her for myself, and I needed to protect her, So I had to leave, It wasn't easy, Once you are in, you could never leave!! I made that rule and once again, I'm going to break it, I did , and we left faraway from the world, Far away from them!! And ten years later we had you, after work last week,  I got an unknown call! They found me and they are coming for my family,it is your birthday and you were supposed to leave with your mum after breakfast, I was going to handle them myself, but they caught up way too fast, my Dad cried as blood gushed out from his mouth. Dad! Dad!! I shouted, but he could barely hear me, he was slowly dying, and I knew then, we had lost, fate is cruel,  I looked at these people and pleaded with them to spare me , it was my only option, I had to rush Dad to the hospital, he came closer to me and dragged me to where he had been standing, That evil smirk evident in his face, " oh you don't know what's in store for you honey, do you?!!DO YOU?!! I Shrieked back in fear as his voice boomed in my ears, I found myself shaking my head, and pleading "No please!!" Countless times, it was like a movie, one moment I was begging for my life and the next I was tied down both hands and feet.

He moved closer and started playing with my clothes! Please don't this! I heard a voice from behind, I couldn't so much as turn, but I know that voice from anywhere! It was my Dad!! Scared to the bone, I shouted !! "Daddy help me!" But it was to no avail. "Why don't you watch this last part before you go" I heard the stranger say ,he was talking to my dad, He signalled the other two men and they tore my clothes and left me helpless,naked and Scared, Pops was pleading helplessly,he was weak, He couldn't do anything, And in the presence of My Dad and the other two, I was Raped! Viciously, I felt numb, frozen and empty, I saw my Dad raised his hands, something shiny like a gun coming out, Where did he get that from? I heard my mind asking? His hands were shaking but he managed to shoot the two men standing, watching and waiting for their turn, before he could shoot the Man, the rapist! Another gunshot but this time it was my Dad with Blood oozing from his Mouth, he had been shot in the stomach, I was too numb the feel anything, I just laid there, weak and Tired, " I want to sleep" the whole scene was horrifying but I couldn't care less, I was losing my self, looking at my Dad lying strangely close to Mum, I didn't know where I got the strength from! (A weak used woman isn't weak at all)I grabbed a knife I didn't know had been there on the battered ground and stabbed Him hard in the stomach, again and again and again! And not even caring how I was, I Ran,out of the house, out of my mind and out to the streets! Not caring who was watching, as long as I was safe, it was all that mattered!!